I Am A Church Girl

I am all woman with suppressed needs and desires. What should I do? I have expressed so many times before with no real consistent results. Loyal, faithful, and true that's what's I have been to him. Then one day comes YOU. I stayed away for a year since you've been home, because I knew it would be you that I would become addicted to. From the moment I saw you again on that night till this very hour, I crave your touch. I've tried to keep my distance by not allowing you to touch me, but that didn't last long at all. I'm feening for you right now, like an addict with an addiction! What in the hell am I going to do knowing my situation? Maybe a hit from you ever now and then will suppress my sexually urges and fantasy. Please, whatever your day may bring, you must not tell anybody about me because I am suppose to be a church girl!